friday, 18-01-2013

Just Felling :)

sometimes what we see is not comparable with what we think.
who's like him/her look like,
its not same, very different think.
its look like me,
sometimes, i feel that he care, but not.
and actually not.
just imagine what happen in my life,
broken cannot be replace or fixed.
well its my mistake, i choose that, i know that i do and i know what i'm felling if i do that.
i know everything,
i just can't to arrange my mind. it just happen like running water,
and my heart still like a frozen rock.
sometimes, we disguise to close our mistake or keep our problem, try to smile in front of the other people,
but it just disguise, the heart is feeling more hurt,
want to share with the other friend, but it just make more felling hurt,
i hope i can life without this mistake,
i dont want it,
i want to be look like the other girl, just can laugh, share with her mom or dad, and do anything when together, but i just make mistake with new friend that i just meet , i want to run away but i can't.
i just need someone who can love me as i am, not with the mask that just only can close and throw away my self.
but i just have more hope to get it, cause i know, that no one can love me sincerely...
well it just start. life is never be flat, because there is always a challenge that must be passed to achieve maximum results.

-future is more important than past, and its always be work-
aiyu verza